Love. . .

Have you ever been trurly in Love? Most people i know haven't, and I'm not really sure if I have yet either, but I think i know how it feels. Every little move they make is just kinda. . . eye catching. . . I guess that's the best way to put it. . . And I know that this sounds REALLY cheesy but it's like, everytime you see them its like something's in your stomach, and nooo not butterflies. . . it's something a lot more HEAVY. . . . like some kind on thick oil or something is just stitting in the bottom of your stomach. . . it feels similar to guilt, I guess but it feels happier. But you can't help but smile like an idiot when your with them no matter how hard you try and "play it cool." Blushing is from hormones. . . let's face it. It's hard to come up with complete sentances when you're with them, which just makes you feel even more like an idiot. But no matter how much you make yourself look like a fool, you still want to be with them, be near them, hear them talk to you. I don't know about you, but I am a total sucker for blue eyes. And I know that that's what most girls say about guys but yuh know what? They have no frikin idea. nearly every guy I have actually liked has had blue eyes, light blue eyes to be exact. It's rediculous. I'm also a sucker for black hair. . . if they don't have blue eyes, it's black hair. urgh! Anyway, moooooving on. i can get lost in a guys eyes, I can't look him in the eyes anymore because I know I won't be able to look away. Something about hearing his voice and seeing him makes my knees go weak. Aaaand I know he'll never be there to catch me if I fall sooo What's the point. :( Kay, I'm gonna go now before I get into some stupid romance self-pity thing . . .Which I kinda already have. . .