Olympics

I have decided(or realized?) I'm not gonna be in a relationship this summer, this summer is just gonna be about living. YOLO!! lol *cheesy as hell* anyway he is kinda being a douche... you know, not talking to me since we last hung out. I think I annoy him. . . I really don't care right now anymore. If he's playing hard to get (highly doubt it) then two can play that game. :3 But if he's ignoring me than I just don't care. -_- I'm done having my heart broken. I'm not gonna chase anymore. Anyways, I'm watching the Olymics right now, which seems to be the only show not filled with love quotes and relationship statuses. It's at Women gymnastics. I wish I had kept up with gymnastics...but I quit two years ago. oh well, we live we learn. Haha I have no idea what the Olympics had to do with this. . .

Safe and Sound

Kay, I don't believe that the people who I was worried about found the blog. but you may have noticed that I deleted the post about the events of the party, that's because it was the post I was worried that would give away who I was to him (yes, that's what I will be calling him from now on. he is also known as (male name #1). . . I'll figure out (Male name #2) later, maybe I'll just make up code names for them or something. we'll see.

 But anyway, according to my previous post, something happened to me on Tuesday night. Well, his best friend, was texting me about his ex, which I happened to be hanging out with at the time. And all the sudden out of the blue he tells me that he told him to tell me that he thought I was beautiful. . . word for word, I swear. i didn't know what to think. But yea, I was kind of concerned that they had found my blog and that's where that had come from. Pity. Ugh. And for those of you that read that post that I deleted know that it was pretty pitiful. . . But I asked his best friend if they found it (They had been hanging out that night, I assume.) and he got all confused, so I'm still having trouble believing that, but I don't think that he would lie. . . and if he did than this post should make him very sad, because I will quite litterally punch him in the throat. . . .

Haha ANYWAYS. We just got to start trotting Baron on a lunge line. . . then we get to ride him at the trot for increasing increments for six weeks. . . yay. . . it's going to be FOREVER until I actually get to do Barrels and/or poles. :'( *sadness*

But I hung out with him and his best friend yesturday with his best friends ex and another girl that I don't know too well. . . ya, the tension was pretty intense between those too. You could almost feel it in the air if you stepped between them. . . lol jk, but close enough. And When it was time for me to leave they didn't want to be left there, so they asked if they could go with me to wherever I was going next which happened to be the barn. So they got play the part of dog sitter. . . but I think they kind of enjoyed it. xD They took care of my dog and my trainers dog for an hour or so.

I really hope I didn't get too annoying, I would like to hang out with them again. :/ hm. . . anyway. G'Night.

Lost and Found

So. . . it's been awhile. . . and right now I am kind of concerned that someone that I REALLY didn't want to find my blog. . . found it. . . . . So. You know who you are if you're reading this. If you see this post I need you to text me. Right now. Because I do need to explain myself and I don't really want you're pity at this time. . . . . . like seriously, it's not even worth it. But then again, if they haven't found it, then I'm good. My heart is litterally beating out of my chest and my hands are like shaking. I REALLY REALLY hope what I think just happened didn't. But don't lie to me. Something Insane happened to me on Tuesday night that made me happy but I was kind of wondering where the hell it came from. . . and I was looking at my stats and i had many more veiws on my blog than what is normal just on Tuesday night. Aaaaand now I think that this may or may not be the answer. ugh. I am almost on the verge of deleting my blog.... damnit. or just changing the URL.

Maia's Shower Thoughts. . .

So you know how when you're taking a shower or standing in the rain and something about it gives you time to think about some of the stupiest things? Well, I'm starting a series, that I will just post these 'Shower Thoughts' here we go: 1) Why do clouds float? I mean, its not like they are less dense than air, thus they cannot FLOAT. There must be some kind of boyancy thing. But isnt it weird? Its kinda mind boggling. 2) these last few days I've been having these almost epiphanies where I suddenly realise how a movie director or author thought of something. Its great! Like when you're wondering how someone could come up with something like that. For example: in Avatar: The Last Airbender the cartoon(not the movie, the movie sucked.) but in the last episode in the third season the third or so part, there is a giant lion turtle thing that transportes Aang to the Fire Nation. And it has an island on it's back! I always wondered how the director thought of that, and well, we were driving past a lake and there was this island thing in it, and at first glance it looked like a turtle!!!! Bam! Amazing! 3) I really wish I could fly. 4) What would I do with my life if I was a superhero? Would I be good? Or bad? Knowing me, probably that chic that knows what is right, but has a bad tendancy to make the wrong decision and then beat my head against the wall later. But also be stubborn, and independant. And a little Sassy. Wait. . . I just described me. Which can only mean one thing. I'm a superhero. Hah. Good luck world. 5) I dont really like rain, but I love showers. I wonder why? Maybe its cuz a shower is constant? Not random? I dont really mind either but whatever. And when I'm with someone else, I like completely foret about the rain. Hm. 6) I suddenly understand why kissing in the pouring rain is such a good symbol of love and hope. Kissing is a symbol of love right? And Love is supposed to be a sign of hope almost right? And thats maybe because to unite two fighting kingdoms, a prince from one had to marry the princess of the other, to create hope for a no-fighting future. Then pouring rain in a symbol of sadness. Because tears reaemble a rain storm. And if its POURING then its like EXTREME sadness. So KISSING(hope) in the POURING RAIN(Sadness) is hope in sadness, and BAM! LOVE! HOPE! Im out. Peace. ;P

Love. . .

Have you ever been trurly in Love? Most people i know haven't, and I'm not really sure if I have yet either, but I think i know how it feels. Every little move they make is just kinda. . . eye catching. . . I guess that's the best way to put it. . . And I know that this sounds REALLY cheesy but it's like, everytime you see them its like something's in your stomach, and nooo not butterflies. . . it's something a lot more HEAVY. . . . like some kind on thick oil or something is just stitting in the bottom of your stomach. . . it feels similar to guilt, I guess but it feels happier. But you can't help but smile like an idiot when your with them no matter how hard you try and "play it cool." Blushing is from hormones. . . let's face it. It's hard to come up with complete sentances when you're with them, which just makes you feel even more like an idiot. But no matter how much you make yourself look like a fool, you still want to be with them, be near them, hear them talk to you. I don't know about you, but I am a total sucker for blue eyes. And I know that that's what most girls say about guys but yuh know what? They have no frikin idea. nearly every guy I have actually liked has had blue eyes, light blue eyes to be exact. It's rediculous. I'm also a sucker for black hair. . . if they don't have blue eyes, it's black hair. urgh! Anyway, moooooving on. i can get lost in a guys eyes, I can't look him in the eyes anymore because I know I won't be able to look away. Something about hearing his voice and seeing him makes my knees go weak. Aaaand I know he'll never be there to catch me if I fall sooo What's the point. :( Kay, I'm gonna go now before I get into some stupid romance self-pity thing . . .Which I kinda already have. . .

Baron Update

I may or may not have told you that Baron tore a ligament in his ankle? Well, if not, I just did! But he's been on stall rest since the end of Spring break :( (Stall rest is where you can't ride your horse or make him/her go faster than a walk) but good news! We're gonna be able to get on him this Sunday!! I'm so so so so so so so happy!!!! But I'm kind of scared too. He's a little bit on the wild side even when we ride him so with all his energy built up from the past two plus months he could be mentaly INSANE!!!! And we can't push him past a awlk yet, we have to make sure he's used to the saddle and everything before we can take it up to a trot. :/ But still! I'm getting back on my horse!!!! YES! haha. :P Oh and another horse note. For all you horse lovers, horse owners, and vet dreamers, I have just created a NEW website called  All About Horses. :) I will be talking about things like Riding Tips, Ground Training Exercises, to nutrition, to horse-happy things like horse treats. Click Here to go to it!!Anyway, that is all for today. C'ya!!