Boy Problems, Venting

So I really hope none of my really close friends or that these guys don't look at my blog . . . or I'm kinda sqrewed . . .Oh well, I won't say their name. So I have like this guy, (male name #1), for like two years . . . and some people think he likes me too, but you know how that goes. He likes another girl (girl name). He's even told her. But I also like another guy (male name #2), but not nearly as much . . and I told him that I wasn't quite sure if I liked him or not... He then told me that he likes me . . . a lot . . .and then told me that since it's a week and a half left of school, he doesn't want to deal with a summer relationship, which I totally understand . . buuuuuut then he said somthing like, "How about friends with benefits until highschool starts?" So I said okay . . and I think that that means no strings attached, so I can date someone over the summer if I want to right? I don't wanna hurt him, after all I am going to highschool with him but I still really really like (possibly love) (male name #1), and he's going to a different highschool next year . . . I don't know what to do!!!!!! I'm just venting. Helpppppppp!!!! *sighhhhh* what should I do?